1stly..For those reading this post..If u tink tis post is dedicated 2 u..so juz b it..
Sometimes I wonder..Why muz friends go through thick & thin 2gether..Okay..Wat I really mean is that..Is having a large group of friends = more problems, hatred, backstabbing, rumour-spreadings & gossips going on behind everybody's backs????..
Lyk seriously..I dont get it either..Okay..I'm guilty of doing all those stuff I've mentioned..But watever..Okay..Straight 2 e point..E main qn is - Izzit wrong not to involved some of ur friends 4 certain events coz it's 4 their own gd???..Haiz..Probably they wont understand tis serious shit aniwae right???..
But lyk totally..What we did is really 4 ur own gd..Not 2 test ur patience on us or anything..Trust me..So what if we nvr even bother 2 ask u guys 1st despite dat we seriously noe wat's e ans gonna b lyk???..E reason 4 us invitin ppl is 4 dem 2 b wif us 4 dat occassion..& not declinin it due to some personal hatred goin on..
But watever..Wat I really wanna do now..Is to clear all e misunderstandings dat arise btn us..I only haf 2 find e courage 2 approach u guys..Dont get me wrong..But b4 u guys pinpoint anything or everything on us..Haf u guys ever ask urselves how u guys treat us???..Somehow I just feel dat e rest of us r EXTREMELY inferior 2 u guys oready..We dont noe who u guys animore..Ur atitudes & behaviours really scare us off..Continue bein lyk tis n our friendships will b in a worse situation..BUT..I'm really not askin 4 more serious tings 2 happen..
Anyway..Y e hell muz we owaez b e ones approachin u guys..So dat we noe watever reason 4 ur "not tolking 2 anyone & emo" syndromes r not coz of us???..But seriously..I'm so sorry dat we nvr invite u guys..U will probaly sae a big NO..& yes..If I'm 2 settle tis problem wif u guys right now..U guys will probably sae - "But izzit wrong 2 juz ask us even though u noe dat we'll decline..Nth's wrong 4 doin dat right???.." Or somewhere along dat line..How do we noe???..How do we noe dat u guys r so free or watever else???..
I totally apologise 4 all these misunderstandings 2 happen..We certainly nid 2 use our brains as to accomodate 2 everyone's likings..So dat nobody is hurt or upset or frustrated in e process of e invitation of any events..
P.S. I JUZ NID 2 FIND E COURAGE 2 APPROACH U GUYS..REALLY WANNA SETTLE EVERYTHING..HOWEVER..CAN U GUYS STOP BEIN SO EGOISTIC & ONLI CARE BOUT ASKING PPL TO CARE BOUT U GUYS ALL E TIME???..HOW BOUT E OTHER WAY ROUND INSTEAD???..& JUZ STOP INFLUENCING ONE ANOTHER OR OTHERS TO FEEL THE SAME WAY AS U DO BOUT TIS SITUATION..U GUYS REALLY NOT MAKING ANY SENSE..GETTING OLDER YET BEHAVING LYK YOUNG KIDS..ARGHHHHHH..& PLS TOLK 2 US..DONT OWAEZ HOPE 4 MIRACLE 2 HAPPEN SO DAT WE R E ONES APPROACHIN U GUYS 1ST..PLS TAKE E INITIATIVE SOMETIMES 2 B E ONE APPROACHING..
Think I'm angry or frustrated bout e state of our friendships???..Nope..Juz plain upset..& I juz hope I can get out of all these messes 4rm e start..Hate myself for inteferring in everybody else's problems..Bein involved in everything or simply being a middle man can be EXTREMELY sucky..& to Don - I really think I'm being used & not being trusted by ppl..
Sometimes I wonder..Why muz friends go through thick & thin 2gether..Okay..Wat I really mean is that..Is having a large group of friends = more problems, hatred, backstabbing, rumour-spreadings & gossips going on behind everybody's backs????..
Lyk seriously..I dont get it either..Okay..I'm guilty of doing all those stuff I've mentioned..But watever..Okay..Straight 2 e point..E main qn is - Izzit wrong not to involved some of ur friends 4 certain events coz it's 4 their own gd???..Haiz..Probably they wont understand tis serious shit aniwae right???..
But lyk totally..What we did is really 4 ur own gd..Not 2 test ur patience on us or anything..Trust me..So what if we nvr even bother 2 ask u guys 1st despite dat we seriously noe wat's e ans gonna b lyk???..E reason 4 us invitin ppl is 4 dem 2 b wif us 4 dat occassion..& not declinin it due to some personal hatred goin on..
But watever..Wat I really wanna do now..Is to clear all e misunderstandings dat arise btn us..I only haf 2 find e courage 2 approach u guys..Dont get me wrong..But b4 u guys pinpoint anything or everything on us..Haf u guys ever ask urselves how u guys treat us???..Somehow I just feel dat e rest of us r EXTREMELY inferior 2 u guys oready..We dont noe who u guys animore..Ur atitudes & behaviours really scare us off..Continue bein lyk tis n our friendships will b in a worse situation..BUT..I'm really not askin 4 more serious tings 2 happen..
Anyway..Y e hell muz we owaez b e ones approachin u guys..So dat we noe watever reason 4 ur "not tolking 2 anyone & emo" syndromes r not coz of us???..But seriously..I'm so sorry dat we nvr invite u guys..U will probaly sae a big NO..& yes..If I'm 2 settle tis problem wif u guys right now..U guys will probably sae - "But izzit wrong 2 juz ask us even though u noe dat we'll decline..Nth's wrong 4 doin dat right???.." Or somewhere along dat line..How do we noe???..How do we noe dat u guys r so free or watever else???..
I totally apologise 4 all these misunderstandings 2 happen..We certainly nid 2 use our brains as to accomodate 2 everyone's likings..So dat nobody is hurt or upset or frustrated in e process of e invitation of any events..
P.S. I JUZ NID 2 FIND E COURAGE 2 APPROACH U GUYS..REALLY WANNA SETTLE EVERYTHING..HOWEVER..CAN U GUYS STOP BEIN SO EGOISTIC & ONLI CARE BOUT ASKING PPL TO CARE BOUT U GUYS ALL E TIME???..HOW BOUT E OTHER WAY ROUND INSTEAD???..& JUZ STOP INFLUENCING ONE ANOTHER OR OTHERS TO FEEL THE SAME WAY AS U DO BOUT TIS SITUATION..U GUYS REALLY NOT MAKING ANY SENSE..GETTING OLDER YET BEHAVING LYK YOUNG KIDS..ARGHHHHHH..& PLS TOLK 2 US..DONT OWAEZ HOPE 4 MIRACLE 2 HAPPEN SO DAT WE R E ONES APPROACHIN U GUYS 1ST..PLS TAKE E INITIATIVE SOMETIMES 2 B E ONE APPROACHING..
Think I'm angry or frustrated bout e state of our friendships???..Nope..Juz plain upset..& I juz hope I can get out of all these messes 4rm e start..Hate myself for inteferring in everybody else's problems..Bein involved in everything or simply being a middle man can be EXTREMELY sucky..& to Don - I really think I'm being used & not being trusted by ppl..