Woohoo!!!!!!!..Feels great to be 19 years old..Nevertheless I'm getting older..But I'm proud to say that I've discovered smtg bout myself..Realised that I've becoming more matured, sensible, independent, responsible & rather more observant of my surroundings..Like for example..I tend not to judge people based on first impressions..There is totally a need to observe one's behaviour & attitude before jumping to conclusions to make judgements on that person..But..There's no such thing as perfection..& needless to say..Human beings are all not perfectionists..Though some of us self-proclaim to be one..Watever..Okay..Anyway..Like duh..I misjudge alot of people all my life..But as you grow older..You will tend to reflect on your actions & try to mend your mistakes right?????..Well..That is what I've learnt on my 19th birthday..Self reflection..

& I've realised that I'm a whole new person..Feels great!!!!!!!!..I also have learnt to move on & not looking back at e past..Whatever that have happened the past 18 years shld be forgotten totally..Coz there are hardly good memories..Only bits n pieces of them..So wat's e point right?..Forgetting the past will make me feel better..& also the incidents happening tis yr in Jan/Feb..I have nth much to say bout tis..My past blog entries have all e evidence of my emotions..heh..So watever..Moving on..

Frens = izzit better to have a small group of them???..Or rather be in a bigger one???..

My opinion - either choice has its own pros & cons..Being in a bigger group means that you have a wide network of friends..You can feel free to confide in anyone..You feel more secure & can easily fit in..Know that you have a sense of belonging with all your friends surrounding you..On the contrary..Being in a small group has its benefits too..Forging friendships with your close buddies make you understand each others' attitudes..& you will owaez know that they are owaez there to support you & correct you when mistakes are being made..

Conclusion - I love being surrounded by a small group of friends..In other words..I love my life now..Having my very close friends to have fun with etc..I do not wan to mention who coz it will be regarded as bias & well..it will hurt ppl in one way or another..Whatever it it..They trust me alot & I trust them even more..Superficiality among friends is never-ending..So what's the point continuing friendships wif such ppl right???..I'm not saying that I'm choosing sides or friends..But..It's better to stop relying on friends who dont appreciate your kindness or anything..Truly speaking..I can easily forgive ppl for whatever they had done to me..I do not bear grudges towards them..Like seriously..Juz that I find it better to stay away from ppl who have hurt me alot..& the only thing to do is moving on..Coz it's totally pointless to do anything anymore..OMG..Nowadaes my blog entries juz have to mention tis part.. [P.S. I think I'm juz a nice person that I allow ppl to take advantage of me.. ]

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Went out wif beloved ANSARRRRRR : )

to celebrate my bdae..Thanks Ansar for your birthday greeting..heh..Meet up at City Hall station..He made a pact..Totally I cant b bothered by it..*ROLL EYES*..I was late..& he told me to treat him..Like wth right???..It's my bdae & I've to treat ppl???..Hmmmm..Okay watever..Like I said..I cant b bothered..So yeah I treat him..Drink from starbucks @ Marina Square..We sat there & chit-chat..Ansar was supposed to study..Well he did..5%..haha..lol..Coz I'm busy telling him everything that I know..We bitched, laughed & do e same things we did wen both of us r owaez 2gether..He's my bestest fren..LOVE YOU SOOOOO MUCH ANSARRRRR!!!!!!..ugh!!!!!!..Sounds entirely wrong..But I really mean it..In a gd way..Believe it anot..Both of us click so well juz after a 2nd meet-up I think last Sept/Oct????..Lol..It's like we know each other all our lives..Okay watever..Then we headed down to MacDonalds @ Bugis..Well..I treat him dinner..Well actually onli e drink..Have to upsize it..But watever..Still consider treating..We've eavesdropped on ppl's conversations..Haha..lol..& like seriously..He has to learn how to observe ppl even more..Coz he definitely did not realise tis ugly couple that had been staring at us since we set our foot in MacDonalds..Like seriously..Wat's the problem wif u guys????..After dat..We went to watch a movie..Ansar's treat!!!!!!!!!!!!! : ) Being bimbos..We did not know where the cinema theatre located at..Haha..lol..Super hilarious!!!!!!!..Anyway..We watched BRIDE WARS..Omg lah..Super funny (well..I was laughing at almost every part..& Ansar was influenced by my laughter), touching, heartbreaking & juz super romantic..Thanks Ansar for everything..You really made my day..Having to celebrate my 19th bdae wif u is just wow..I really mean it : ) [P.S. ANSARRRRRR..IT'S UR TURN TO TREAT ME ON UR BDAE.. ]

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Feb babies + lala bdae celebration..Thanks everyone!!!!!!!!!..


Let the pictures do the talking -

Location #1 : Sentosa (Pahlawan Beach)

While waiting for the rest, we decided to camwhore..

Fian, Me & Asrenee

The yummy cupcakes!!! : )

Feb babies + Lala

Me & Ansarrrrr : )

Me & Pinkie Cupcake

In my own world : )

In the midst of everything, we turn scandalous..

Totally obscene..

Me & Asrenee

Me & Suhailah

Me & Farah

Group Photos