I've never knew..My life is now a reality TV show..A drama & comedy..
If settling all the misunderstandings with your friends = others knowing it & expect more action & conflicts to be done..Despite them being involved in everything..Barely knows what's going on actually..But only know from both sides of the story..But still think they have the right to be involved..& is the starter for all the other complicated stuff to appear..haha..lol..Then..Welcome to my bloody life..
I haf no idea what I've got myself into..Am I fated to be faced with all these problems?????..Totally unfair..Im at a losing end..I dont think so..Definitely not..I just hate the fact that the other party are having a great time gossipping bout all these stuff..Regard it as a luaghing matter..& expect me to be in the wrong all the time..& everytime I post something on the blog..They will eventually talk bout it..Well..Yeah i know..Having a blog = people are able to read everything..But cant they just use their pathetic brains..& admit that all these are partly their faults too?????..
There are just so little people that I can rely on right now..Im surprised though..Despite all that are happening right now..I still have individuals that I can rely on..Im grateful that I have..I'll will definitely cherish their friendships..
Coz I totally believe that I cant be trusted anymore..
Well..that's for them to decide..Really..Everyone has the right to decide what's right & what's wrong for their own good..If people chose to be bias..Despite telling me to be truthful in the midst of clearing all the misunderstandings..But stab u in the back umpteen times..Then I just have to let it be..
Thinking that Im being kept in the dark..& do not know what's going on around me..Definitely wrong..Im just accepting all the shit that Im getting right now..They only want to see me fall..& together with the people who care bout me..But im not gonna let that happen..
All I can do now is to move on..Im not gonna be their friend anymore..Totally afraid..Scared that more complications gonna arise if I befriend them again..
Whatever..I dont care..What I know is that..I should just tell them my side of the story..If they still defend themselves..I will counter back..After that they want to believe all of this shit I've told them..None of my bloody problem..
I totally have better things to think bout..
Im just disappointed at how others treat me..They can bloody do whatever they like towards me..But they owaez want the truth out of my stupid mouth..Digging up the truth & then spread it to others..Well done..
If settling all the misunderstandings with your friends = others knowing it & expect more action & conflicts to be done..Despite them being involved in everything..Barely knows what's going on actually..But only know from both sides of the story..But still think they have the right to be involved..& is the starter for all the other complicated stuff to appear..haha..lol..Then..Welcome to my bloody life..
I haf no idea what I've got myself into..Am I fated to be faced with all these problems?????..Totally unfair..Im at a losing end..I dont think so..Definitely not..I just hate the fact that the other party are having a great time gossipping bout all these stuff..Regard it as a luaghing matter..& expect me to be in the wrong all the time..& everytime I post something on the blog..They will eventually talk bout it..Well..Yeah i know..Having a blog = people are able to read everything..But cant they just use their pathetic brains..& admit that all these are partly their faults too?????..
There are just so little people that I can rely on right now..Im surprised though..Despite all that are happening right now..I still have individuals that I can rely on..Im grateful that I have..I'll will definitely cherish their friendships..
Coz I totally believe that I cant be trusted anymore..
Well..that's for them to decide..Really..Everyone has the right to decide what's right & what's wrong for their own good..If people chose to be bias..Despite telling me to be truthful in the midst of clearing all the misunderstandings..But stab u in the back umpteen times..Then I just have to let it be..
Thinking that Im being kept in the dark..& do not know what's going on around me..Definitely wrong..Im just accepting all the shit that Im getting right now..They only want to see me fall..& together with the people who care bout me..But im not gonna let that happen..
All I can do now is to move on..Im not gonna be their friend anymore..Totally afraid..Scared that more complications gonna arise if I befriend them again..
Whatever..I dont care..What I know is that..I should just tell them my side of the story..If they still defend themselves..I will counter back..After that they want to believe all of this shit I've told them..None of my bloody problem..
I totally have better things to think bout..
Im just disappointed at how others treat me..They can bloody do whatever they like towards me..But they owaez want the truth out of my stupid mouth..Digging up the truth & then spread it to others..Well done..