A brand new month..March..Hmmmm..Yet..My life is pretty boring..Nothing exciting has ever happened..

Okay watever..I'm gonna frequently change my blogskin..To suit my mood n stuff..

I haf no idea why I choose this particular blogskin though..Perhaps 'cause it aptly describes watever I've been through since the start of this year..Thought that I could avoid more complications from invading my life..But hell yeah I was so wrong..As you get older..I guess..More obstacles are bound to hit you..

Like seriously..I've been through so much..Okay yeah..I should just stop here..No more rantings about what had happened..I'm just proud of myself right now..That I am able to overcome this rough period of time..Take control of myself..& move on..Wif the help of my close friends though..Thanks so much you guys..Without you guys..I probably cant move on & stay strong..Unlike now..& yeah..I'm enjoying doing watever stuff at present..

Okay..this is what been bothering me lately..What finely separates the difference between normal friends, just friends, best friends & close friends????..

I probably have some answers..But really..They dont really make sense to me even..Close friends would mean u're able to share everything under the sun with people..& best friends would mean u're able to keep secrets, share anything & everything with people..Right?..Anyway..That is like pretty much the same isnt it????..So it's more or less defeating the purpose of defining what each of them means..

However..All of us haf some stuff that we can never tell others..Be it the bloody pasts from our childhood, bad experiences, things that left us being traumatised, the real side of us or practically..Just stuff..So..Does that mean we still regard our friends as close or best despite all these secrets we're hiding from them????..'Cause yeah..Heard from others..& myself saying it too..That being close friends allow us to share everything & anything wif one another..But..Why all these contradictions?????..

Haf one more doubt that's going on in my life..Should I keep my blog private?????..Or make it public again?????..Well..Both haf pros n cons..But yeah..It's my blog right?..& the purpose of people having blogs is to express their emotions, thoughts & feelings in watever form they prefer..& if others get easily frustrated watever is written..That doesnt matter right????..Since no names are mentioned?????..But wat if more complications happen after that?????..

Help me please..& yeah I know..It's practically up to me to decide..But with all these decision-making going on..How can I ever think properly?????..Everything's leaving me in a state of confusion..

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