'Bout sacrifices..
Are they really a good thing or a bad thing to do?..
Okay..
Maybe I'm taking everything very seriously at the moment now..
But I dont know..
I'm kinda depressed at the moment..
Well..
Somehow..
Been bothering me the whole day..
What if I continue to fail in everything that I'm doing?..
That is my only niche area..
Feel so sucky to let it go once & for all..
And yeah..
Studies comes first..
Yeah I know that ever since I was born..
But what if I can excel in both?..
Yeah..
What if, right?..
It just dont feels right..
I dont want to sacrifice my passion for music just to concentrate on my studies..
Yeah I know my course is extremely demanding & competitive..
I either make it or regret over & over again..
But oh my god..
I'm so wishing now that I can forget 'bout the " talent " that I have..
For good..
I need to excel academically..
Like seriously..
Currently..
Something to soothe my soul..
Would be Hilary Duff's " Someone's Watching Over Me " ..
Definitely a great song..
It's from the movie Raise Your Voice..
And oh yeah..
Singing my lungs out at this hour totally feels so good..