I don't mind what you say. But please, don't go overboard. I try so hard to hide my emotions. I am glad that I am able to control whatever I am feeling all at the moment. How long can I endure? I never know.

You think I don't know what you're thinking, assuming and talking about? I can see the situation & I observe everything. Luckily, I have others to assure that it's alright and know how it feels like to be in my shoes.

I am a completely different person. I've changed for the better. I'm able to look at things from a different angle. I am proud of myself. I have people who care n trust me so much. I really appreciate all their company. We will stay strong together no matter what happens.

What are you trying to do seriously? Go away. Don't come crawling back to me. Please understand the way I'm treating you right now. My body language, the way I speak to you & my facial expressions. Don't you get it? You're somebody whom I've never thought you would be. One thing that I hope you would do immediately is to stay away from me. Permanently. And never look back even once.

I'm giving you another chance. I know I deserve that chance too. I want us to start all over again. But why does it seems so difficult when you throw me those questions? Once again. I really hope that you will give me time. Why is it so hard for me to answer exactly what I'm feeling right now? Why must I keep holding everything back? How much longer must it takes?