At last. I have like finally quitted band. Have no idea why I took so long to get rid of this interest.
'Cause of friends? 'Cause of my passion? Or simply 'cause I am just dumb ttm & ttc.
I feel extremely free now 'cause I had let go so much burden thanks to the amount of commitment. 14 years of experience in the band. 'Cause of my passion for music. Definitely dumb of me to have minimal concentration on my studies. Yes. Band was my life and everything. Well, that's was then. Now is now.
I am glad that I made the right decision to leave. No regrets and turning back on my decision now. I am totally moving on. Thank you so much to those who respect my decision. & to those whom I have let down, I greatly apologise. This is my life & I should be wise enough to decide what's right & what's not for my own good.
The only thing that I will miss most is the people I mix with all the time. Bandmates. My clique. Friends for a lifetime forever & ever. I realise that I won't be able to hang out with them as much as I did before. 'Cause of my school workload.
Okay. Not to say that I am being selfish here. But yeah, my workload is definitely worse than anyone else. Daily-based kinda thing. That's the reason why I made this decision. Need to really focus in order to achieve the results that I have set for myself. Sorry guys.
Anyway, I absolutely cancelling outings with my clique in the future, even this Saturday. 'Cause I can't ignore my assignments any longer. Datelines coming up pretty soon & yes, I had been procrastinating.
& if any one of you thinks that I am quitting 'cause of that group, think again.
'Cause of friends? 'Cause of my passion? Or simply 'cause I am just dumb ttm & ttc.
I feel extremely free now 'cause I had let go so much burden thanks to the amount of commitment. 14 years of experience in the band. 'Cause of my passion for music. Definitely dumb of me to have minimal concentration on my studies. Yes. Band was my life and everything. Well, that's was then. Now is now.
I am glad that I made the right decision to leave. No regrets and turning back on my decision now. I am totally moving on. Thank you so much to those who respect my decision. & to those whom I have let down, I greatly apologise. This is my life & I should be wise enough to decide what's right & what's not for my own good.
The only thing that I will miss most is the people I mix with all the time. Bandmates. My clique. Friends for a lifetime forever & ever. I realise that I won't be able to hang out with them as much as I did before. 'Cause of my school workload.
Okay. Not to say that I am being selfish here. But yeah, my workload is definitely worse than anyone else. Daily-based kinda thing. That's the reason why I made this decision. Need to really focus in order to achieve the results that I have set for myself. Sorry guys.
Anyway, I absolutely cancelling outings with my clique in the future, even this Saturday. 'Cause I can't ignore my assignments any longer. Datelines coming up pretty soon & yes, I had been procrastinating.
& if any one of you thinks that I am quitting 'cause of that group, think again.