Great. Just when I thought that everything has changed and things would get better. Regardless of whatever it is. I thought perfection would already kicked in while I'm still away. NOT.




Need a major time out from the whole wide world. Like seriously.



I cried today. Almost the whole day. Why? Because I'm practically back to where it all begins.



DAD seems extremely troubled ever since I've been away.



GRANDMA'S attitude getting out of hand.



MUM is being more & more childish as the day goes by.



& HE, well, go figures.Just wish he could be more of a human being.





I have no idea why life has to be like this for me. Been away takes my mind away from all these. The responsibility & the one who's have to take 'bout everything. Do this, do that. Why me?????



What's so good 'bout me??????? I'm tired of being so matured. I want to be 19 again. To get the feeling of how to be a 19-year-old teen. For once.



My life's totally a screw - up.





The worst has yet to come. I predict much extreme situations will be waiting for me in the future.



I definitely have lost all the trust I hold on to towards people. ALL. Somehow the messages, words & actions taken by people towards me, the ones who sincerely care 'bout me, totally seem fake right now. Great, isn't it?????? Can life simply ever gets more better for me now?????????????????