Had an absolutely scrumptious lunch thanks to Mum. Okay. That was my only meal today. & I ate at around 3.30pm. Sleep late thanks to insomnia kicking in once again, soon after I'm back home from Bangkok. Cool, isn't it? NOT. Now, my eyebags gonna get blacker & surely, worse. Even make - up would be unable to cover those stuff up, FOR SURE!!!!




Anyway, Mum cooked fried fish, fried bittergourd, fried egg & potato wedges for me. Yeah, I know. Everything is fried. But there's vegetables - bittergourd!!!! & yeah, I know. That is definitely damn bitter. But hey, my meal is well - balanced, I guess. 'Cause there's vegetables. Woohoo!!!!!




The bad point is that, I've been indulging in junk food. Tidbits and chocolates. LOTTTTTSSSSS of chocs. Every single day. Oh my god. Totally need to cut down on that. & been drinking ice cream soda!!!!!! Oh my god. That is so not me. Need to start drinking plain water from now on.




Dad had been complaining about his haneia (have no idea how to spell the disease) had come back. He had been feeling awful pains from his stomach, since yesterday. This has been scaring me alot. I'm putting a strong front, forcing myself to not break down in front of him. & today he complains that he gonna be sick sooner or later. I told him to have a check - up whenever he is free. As usual, he is damn stubborn. I know. Money. & he definitely needs to undergo an operation once again. & definitely he's concerned of not providing enough for the family. I really want to do something. But I can't work 'cause I'm not allow to. Dad wants me to finish up my studies. Oh mannnnnnnn. & he's been talking about death. ONCE AGAIN. I really do not want anything worse to happen, given that the current situation is far from being fine, anyway.