As mentioned in the previous post entry, I'll be going for a night cycling trip with NP bandmates. Yeah I know, what the hell am I doing with band people? Contradicting, ain't I? Nevertheless, these people are the usual clique I hang out with.

Anyway, met YY at Bedok station. My badddd. I'm late. Sorry YY!!!! Supposedly meeting Nazri initially, but he had to look after his younger brother at the last moment. Hope to meet up with you soon, MR. ANNOYING!!!!!! Met Wan & Metoh at ECP. Around 8pm or so?????

The whole experience, I would say, was really enjoyable & something new to me. Believe it or not, I did not sleep the night before (which 9th Apr). So, to accomplish this 'mission' was pretty amazing. Thanks to the 4 guys for putting up with my never - ending nonsense the whole night. Oh yeah, did I mention that we cycled from ECP to Suntec to Town, back to Suntec then ECP? Yeah, hence, the tiring route ever.

But, we did had a couple of 'pit - stops', 'major pit - stops' (which we took a nap for around 1 hour) & ate at Adam Rd. All of us had sore butts. & YY led us to our destinations. I feel terribly sorry & truly think I hold the responsibility for the-not-so-smooth-sailing cycling experience.

All the frustrations I had in which I used to put myself down the whole cycling trip was argh, I'm so mad at myself for portraying my childish side. I gave up easily along the way, throwing tantrums, & yeah, you guessed it, behaving like an oversized baby. I'm glad the guys tolerated all of these. Well, at least they tried to do so.

So, thanks guys for the hang out. I swear, I will not do this ever again. Reason being, I do not want to bring down the morale of the whole group. & band people being band people, they talked about band music & stuff all the time. I'm like what the hell. & I was persuaded once again to go back to band. Hell no, I will never ever again do that stuff again. Sadly, I'm so glad I'm able to differentiate between band life & reality when I was one of them. That is, I do not have band music in my iPod or talk about band 24/7. Nonetheless, I give my heart & soul during band times.

But, what the heck. That was then, now is now. I'm glad that I'm still accepted to be in the company of my band peeps. But, now I would say, I should just distance myself from them, because they deserve each other more than I deserve them. I guess, this would be better. Yeah, I will do it. Not to say that I'm being selfish, but it is for their own good.

K. Bye.