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Hey ya'll! My name is Suryati. I'm studying currently at Ngee Ann Poly. A Digital Visual Effects student. I have a strong passion for anything related to the media industry. Especially in design and writing.

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Saturday, May 15, 2010

SUFFERING.

I'm on the verge of breaking down right now. I'm caught in the middle of alot of things. I'm not blaming anyone but the culprit is me. School, work, pondering over band commitments, family & him have been on my mind all the time.

I realise that my studies are deteriorating. & my attitude towards school & assignments is totally unacceptable. My laziness & taking - my - own - sweet - time - to - finish mood are getting myself into trouble.

ART & DESIGN JOURNAL & CATALOGUE & SCRIPTWRITING SYNOPSIS & STEP OUTLINE are my biggest fears right now. I have yet to have inspirations to have ideas flowing out smoothly. HARDWARE MODELING is scaring me too. I've never been such an asshole at computer graphics before. Gosh. I'm losing it already.

I could feel the terrible pressure and stress creeping in & wrapping me up in all directions. I can't take anymore of this much longer. I seriously need to pull myself together. If not, I can spell R - E - T - A - K - E of all modules in just a blink of an eye.

ART&DES assignment for Fri 14/05/10. Magazine - cutouts setting with human anatomy drawings of classmates. Surprisingly out of stress & inability of proving that I can do excellent & quality work, these two drawings are considered as my best.

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